Losing Sanity

Having lived to please you all, pain is all I ever get.
You wanted more, I sacrificed so much for you.
Why won't somebody kill me?
I have tried, myself so many times.
Slit wrists, burned flesh, fluid in my lungs,
Misery flows in the core of my soul, endlessly pumping fluently.

Daily abuse from the two of you,
only to go to school and be hated even more.
Why won't somebody kill me?
I have tried myself so many times.
Rope around the neck, soaked fingers plunged into the electrical socket.
Every time I try, more tears pour endlessly.

All my efforts was my mind trying to make sense of things,
I've hated myself for such a very long time, all because of you.
Kill me please, somebody pull the trigger, blow my brains out!
I want to die! I can't take the pain anymore,
the darkness has taken over my soul.

I can't see the light of day, anymore.(anymore) Why do I even bother living, (any-more).
Why won't somebody kill me?!
I have tried so many times.
Running through the rush hour traffic, beating my head against the walls.
I know you'll never miss me, I am just, your punching bag.
Why won't anyone hear my pleas, somebody kill me, I want to die!
I can't take this pain anymore.

And there just seems to be no escape for me anymore.
No more, I can't take it.
Their bladed words bite, your actions bruise and sting.
All of it leaves me in the darkness with my eyes filled with tears.
I silently ask myself, (why won't somebody kill me?)
Dozens of times I have tried, all ending in failure,
Somebody please kill me, this pain only fades to return with a vengeance.

Does anyone hear my pleas, somebody, (kill me) please.
Pain gushes out with the cuts,
only to be sucked back in, (by these nightmares.)
Constantly dying more inside my mind 'n' soul,
I feel my sanity slipping into the shadows.

Someone kill me(please)
A darkness of madness is consuming me,
its evil will purge against all who've wronged,
a vengeful vengeance will be paid in blood.
I hear its whispers inside my head,

Oh, will someone please, kill me?
before it takes over! (I don't want to hurt anyone)
This demon inside my head (It wants to kill)
I have tried to stop the voices in my head.
It hungers for justice(in a most gruesome way.)

Someone, help me stop the voice inside my head,
(won't someone kill me please?)